Well I've tried to make my life exciting. Even if everything was going nice and calm I would find some project or idea to stir things up in the past. Not sure why, perhaps it's because I try to the avoid things, not think about things and just get busy, busy. It's definitely not the right way to live but it worked for me...
or did it?
or did it?
Now my life is so unpredictable. Everyday brings something new, something unexpected and I can't really count on what my day will be like. It's mainly trying to predict how I will feel, things like:
- will my legs work
- will I feel nauseous
- will I shake, shake, shake
- will I have any energy
- will I barf today - LOL
- will I have lots of energy
- will I get some sleep
- will I be able to get up and eat
- will I have an appetite
- and on and on...
Well I guess I have the life I've always wanted...unpredictable, always something new and there are new things to learn every day! Yep, that's what I wanted...be careful what you ask for! ;-)
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| But grandpa I can't see the purple boxes! |
So today was good...a little gassy, yep I admit it...I'm a little gassy at times. The best part of the day is always from about 6am to noon, that's when I get most of my stuff done. I got to work with my lavender today and starting putting the elastic bands around the bunches and then I will hang them from chains in the workshop/barn to dry. They smell stronger each day, Ray chokes when he walks through the workshop...so funny! I'm mean aren't I?
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| Taking advantage of the winds that can be counted on at the airport! |
Some good news from friends and family that their medical issues are moving forward, it's always better to feel like things are moving instead of standing still and just listening to the talk, talk, talk in your brain.
So my unpredictable days will continue hopefully for only the next few days and then my days will be predictable and filled with different stuff to do. Every day is different, bring it on!
signed 'one' ever changing purple ladybug
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