Day 252 - finding 'one's' balance

constantly.  Balancing this, balancing that, what does it mean?  When I was working it meant balancing family and work but only until things go out of balance do you recognize there is a problem.  Trying to feel balanced the last couple days has been near impossible.

What do you do when you know you should be doing something but your body tells you ain't...
 Nope, you can't think straight, you can't hold things securely, you can't sleep more than an hour at a time, and you can walk up and down stairs without hanging on for dear life.  My blessing is that I know it's going to be over soon.  I can't even imagine the inner struggle that goes on in your mind when your body does not cooperate on a day to day basis.  Can't even imagine. 

So that's what keeps me balanced.  Knowing that in a couple days the fog horns will blow and the fog will clear.  I will have a steady walk and a hand that can hammer a nail and a brain that can function at at least. 

I really think that when I have these days that it's harder on those around me than myself.  All I have to do is lie down and think that in a couple days everything will be better, they have to deal with all the extra duties and watching me be soooo frustrated is definitely NOT fun.

So I repeat what I've said many treatments before, I am on the return to normal as normal can be right now.  Good luck in finding your balance and enjoying the times when life is completely off balance. LOL

signed 'one' nappy purple ladybug